Jan 20, 2009

I've been feeling so many things lately. Most of them I'm not even sure what they are. So much seems to be going on. Chas wants to not limit ourselves to only 3 more months. He wants to keep trying until he is fixed. I think this is mostly because he doesn't want to use any other form of birth control though. Sigh.
I'm finding that it is very hard for a pessimist to stay positive, but stay positive I must. Every time my thoughts seem to go negative I take a deep breath and imagine how great it will be to get a BFP this month and have my twins by the end of the year =)