Dec 4, 2008

That's it. It's over. I tested today because of the class I have tonight. Its the same one as Mon but last class we started doing full body massages even though the teacher told me we had until Dec 8th so I tested today just to make me feel better. Negative as I figured. It hurts so much though. So much for dreaming and hoping and Christmas miracles and everything...I'm never going to have another baby. never. I guess my road now becomes being ok with that and waiting for the day I get to see my two angels. I have to find peace in this life while I wait for the next...it's my only choice...