March 4, 2009

Wow I have gotten really bad at this....I'm going to try to get better at it again but it might take me awhile to get there as life is getting crazy with moving and starting work and everything. Ugh. Anyway. Here is an update, with what little there is to update.

I'm really sick. I'm not like throwing up sick because I refuse to let myself throw up when I know it won't help and I can stop it. But I'm sicker then I have ever been which is proved by the fact that not even my tricks (tums mostly) work this time around. I feel better when the tums is in my mouth but the moment it is gone forget it. And it didn't start out like this. It has been getting worse every day. Which is a good thing because it means my HCG must be going up. I will gladly suffer if it means I will be holding a baby or two in Oct.

I'm really really REALLY tired. We are talking I can't ever stay awake tired. I'm hoping once I start working it will get better. Or at least once I get through the first tri it will get better. As long as it gets better I'm fine with it. Ok I'm fine with it evenif it doesn't get better if I make it to the end with a healthy baby or two!!!!

I had a job interview yesterday and they loved me and I have another one tomorrow at a different place too. I can't wait to get started. I really want the one tomorrow because I can do prenatal massage there and the one for yesterday I can't as much so it would fit into my plans better for tomorrows interview to get the job there but at this point I really don't care either way. I'm excited to start working somewhere at this point.


Umm lets see. Oh, I haven't called the Dr yet although I know I really need to. I'm trying to put it off as long as possible because I really can't stand to go through all the tests. Although I can't get on maternity insurance until I go see him and have him say "yep your pregnant!" That and he could give me an U/S which could let me know once and for all if there is only one or two in there. It would for sure make Chas feel better to know what we are in for. I jsut don't know how brave I really am at this point...Maybe I will call and be like "Yea I'm pregnant but I'm only like 7 weeks and I know I don't have to get in until like 12-13 at the latest so could we jsut make the appointment for around then so I don't have to go up there anymore then I have to as it will be such a pain by bus and I don't have insurance yet???" LOL They jsut might think I'm crazy, but you do what you have to do, right? I need to start looking into insurance for pregnancy so when I do get this job tomorrow I won't have to worry about making too much money for state insurance...I need to find someone that will insure me even already pregnant...hmmmm


Ok I think that is everything and you are all caught up now....um yea I think that covers it. Like I said I will try to post more often. =)